Time to re-evaluate!

For those of you who ‘know’ me and for those of you who don’t… I don’t know why I LOVE to constantly be busy, but the last 4 months (and this may be too much information for some of you!) I have had some sort of nasty teen break out on my chin – I was told by a dermatologist that chin acne is caused by hormones…I took a moment to think of what could possibly be causing me stress, anxiety and who knows what else, and then I opened my planner! I work 40+ hours a week at my loved HealthCare Insight job and I currently have two “side” jobs I’ve picked up for fun…My Photography business that I absolutely LOVE – its more of a hobby than anything, an enjoyed hour with many I don’t know and having a play date with little kids who think I am the coolest lady ever BC I would do absolutely anything to get a smile on there face…and then selling Mary Kay just so I can have all my makeup for free and did I mention that I applied at a store in the mall last week to work an additional 16 hours a week??? What is wrong with me? Needless to say, when I prioritized my life…working my life away wasn’t part of it! I actually got the job, but they wanted me to also work Friday nights and I wasn’t willing to give that night up from my honey!
I don’t know why I constantly think I need to be doing something, there are pros and cons to it indeed! One of the pros are: I can multi task like no buddies business and can get any task done in half of what someone thinks it will take me…But why am I not running out of things to do? And then the con: I don’t have any free play time unless it is scheduled like a week in advance! The Relief Society Presidency came to my house two weeks ago and walked in with me as I was coming home from work…I was having a little anxiety about what the house might look like or if I remembered to fold the blanket up and what not and as we walked in I thought to myself “don’t worry, it doesn’t matter what the house looks like” and to my surprise the two counselors (at the same time) said…”your house is beautiful”, then one continued on saying “It is spotless in here and smells delicious!” What in the world? I stepped back a minute and really looked at my house…it was pretty clean but I could instantly see what needed work! I told Casey about it when he got home from school and he just smiled! He kind of giggled and said that “our house is always like this, you just like freak if one thing is out of place” … Do I have some sort of OCD? This was a wake up call for me!
So Casey and I signed up for Netflix!!! Every other night (or so) is now “Movie Night” at our house…we turn the fire on, grab the pillows and a blanket and make our divine vanilla steamers and snuggle up!!! We usually end up falling asleep…well, at least I do, but for some reason, movies just help you get all that junk out of your head that “you should be doing”! All in all, my “hormonal” acne is finally going away – and there isn’t anything better than snuggling up next to my honey! Now you all know me a little better and some my take this post as “wow” or “this chick has issues” but, what can I say…everyone has the ‘there thing’ right?